Heesh

I'm so tired today, I forgot how to smile.

I'm really tired today. I forgot how to cry.

Perhaps the tears will crystalize,
Streaks of redness from the eye.


Shall post this less violent one on the blog in case they start this rating system for Blogspot, then I'd be rated R21 for morbid thoughts and violence. =P Still feel like dying though.. I really do.

Went out to draw with Sara, Grace, Ying, Rong and Malcolm today. Ended with a crappy mood. But the rest of the day was ok; unproductive though... Oh well...

Forget it bah. Crappy, useless, random, pitiful words that are not worth anything in my life. Thanks ar.. my day was really painfully, selfishly spoilt today... Why can't you be more discrete???

I'm hiding my feelings, the pain here.
Try to be sensitive girl... Cos it's hurting real bad.