Remorse

2D today.. Colourful, interesting and JS was Pissed. Nah.. My day..

I've deleted everything here. Everything there was to make u angry.. I'm Sorry. It's.. I'm...I've been at a complete loss these days, was about to loose it totally.. I kept thinking it's my fault, thinking that I'm the one that did it.. I had wanted assurance.. BluEh. I dunno what made me type tht blog.. I can't stand myself, should have known better, should have gave u some time alone..

I'm dying.. do u noe? From ur silent ways. Oh my God.. I'm sorry... Well, almost died today, wanted to hide somewhere far far away, coz I dread seeing ur tired face even more angered than that day...and this time, I noe it's my fault. I'm terribly sorry..

I miss the girl that's always there..Smiling.. And now that I get the picture... I can only hang my head in shame.. =T I'm sorry. Miss that smile, that face that makes me go to school everyday.. Even more now, more than ever. I'm sorry.. Repetition.. Shoots.. I get so insecure.. I don't noe what else to say.. Good, attentive sixth-senser, but it nv seemed to be the case when it comes to myself.. sorry. Please hear this.. =(
I really need u back, even if it's only as a friend.. I'm sorry..