I was just thinking...

There are too many "wad ifs" in Life.

What if we've never met?
What if we had known each other 1st?
What if..What if...

There are just so many that it is beginning to hurt -- My head, as I think of u;
My mind, as I think of what can be/go wrong; My heart, as I came across the truth...
In fact, it has hurt so much that I gave up hurting, thinking, caring.

Ohh... if only one can just Give It Up.

The one you love is her. That is obvious.
And I wonder why I've nv seen the fact. And to think I had presumed that I could give more... oH wELL....

Maybe I can, just not now.
Maybe I can, just not to you.
Maybe I can, I just dunno how to.
Time will tell the truth.

For now, we wait.

Ok... in simpler terms.. I am giving up trying to fight for that special place in your heart. (AHHhh... my dear girl, I know what's going on. I do read your blogs you know...?)

I'm contented to just be one who's true to her own heart. And so I won't deny liking you.. to the point that it hurts..

But to think beyond? I will not, I can't... dream of anything further than you permit...


.The Moon.
Pale for weariness.
Of climbing heaven and gazing on the likes of us...

-- And we'd wondered why.. *ShrUgz*