Ponderation

Today, I spent the entire day pondering the advantages of a guy in a relationship.

I mean...
Would it be any easier?
To express your love to the girl that you like...?

Rather than being a girl and expressing your love to the guy tht u like.
That used to be the tradition... isn't it?

HmmMMm... my question is... I don't understand. mEHh. I am a girl, I like this guy... But if I show it.. I'd be at a serious disadvantage coz the guy might not reciprocrate... Turn the tables arnd--

I am the girl that a guy's courting.. Flowers and niceities and such... I am flattered.
I don't love him yet. But I do like him... so why not give him a chance? Tables turned--

I am the guy that the girl is expressing her love to... Oh man, Gosh.. I just wanna be frenz..I mean she's ok as a fren.. Better not let her near.. *GroWLz* And tables turn and turn and turn...

I don't understand this at all. And it's getting pressing... some1's been getting too much into my already tired mind. Recently thoroughly disappointed (pardon me English), I am really afraid... Rejection, disappointment.. de blah de blah... So Should I? Hahaz.. I noe of some pple. who'll want me to.. But... hAiz... it's not just a simple fare... Haaz... A little help anywhere..?

And I've made up my mind,
the best way to be by your side,
The strongest support and aid,
the greatest love and care,
a friend that's always there...

-to a girl