Blogging

I wanted to blog about something nice, something happy. I told myself to 2 days ago. But now, i've come to realize that i couldn't. Not anymore. I forgot how to smile. I forgot how to laugh.. Maybe i'll remain like that, for more than a while.

I tot I could make u stay... make you realise that i will walk with u to the end if u want. But apparently, u knew it all along, u're just "thinking that" perhaps u don't want.

Nvm... I've met u. And thou art enough. I've been with u... and time's been worthwhile. No matter what's ur decision. I'll just sit and wait.. once more... let u to ur own. How familiar...

I want to try harder this time round.. to leave u be... until u find the day, the need to be back with me. If not... ni xi huan jiu hao.

I dun wan u to feel forced. Leaving is easier... better than u having to stay. But I only ask u to consider:

Just how much do i weigh in ur heart. If it's too little... i'll go... if it's worth the try... i'll be sitting here... hands outstretched. waiting for yours to be in mine...