Can't stop.

Crying crying crying... i keep telling myself this is enough. Stand up and go.

I just can't do it...

I can put on a smile. Immerse myself with work, do this, take that, finish those...

How can i truly smile and laugh again? When the person who gave me a reason to do tht for months told me that he sees me just as a good fren? How can i love again when the person whom i tot of everyday, every minute, even now... Nv calls, nv asks... How are u today? How can i be happy and love again, when the person who told me he loved me plans to break up with me, weeks ahead?

I'm not the only one sad you say? I'm not sad, Hurt. Dead. Self-blaming... more like that.

Stop this?

Tell me how...?