I used to...

I used to think about you all day, wondered how you are and if things are fine for you in everyway.
Now I am thinking about you all day, but dared not worry, dared not ask, for I am in no position to say.

I used to laugh and smile when I see your face, the day seemed brighter than always.
Now I can only smile and say, we've been here and done that before this day.


I used to think if you like some1 truly, then go up ahead and make his day.
Now I'm left here, alone in my stay.

La di dah~ Oh fine heart, keep your emotions at bay. It's true life here, I don't want to make him go further away.
Keep your love deep down in a chest, lock it up and throw all away.
Key to the chest, chest with the key... you've returned it to me.
Scared of what I can give?
Or scared to lose more than you seek.

Am i the only one here, that spent the nights alone in tears? Trying to recall how you smell, how you feel, but cruel dreams, they don't strike deals.

I used to pray that you're happy always.
Now I'm still praying for that, and that you'd be safe.

I used to say that I'll wait, until you're ready, until you're ok.
Now I'm still waiting for that day...Perhaps.
But friends told me, GO! Look around and play!
And you told me... okay....

La di dah~ Oh fine heart, keep your emotions at bay. It's true life here, I don't want to make him go further away.
Keep your love deep down in a chest, lock it up and throw all away.
Key to the chest, chest with the key... you've returned it to me.
Scared of what I can give?
Or scared to lose more than you seek.


La la la dah~





(Pick your own tune and sing along. A heart's song)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You write very well.