Hurt.

There's a point of time when you suddenly realized tht you've just become the StUpIdEst person on planet Earth.

Well... today's the day for me. Ladies and gentleman... Ellen - The most idiotic idiot to ever stand before you~!!! Bravo~ Cheers~ Applause!

I actually believed that you would leave her.

Stupid. Isn't it? And I actually tot that I could be there for you. CNY was Horrid. Waited for msg tht nv came. Splitting headache. Dammit. I keep telling myself: "Ellen, you seriously suck. Thinks she actually wants you to be there???"

Maybe... just maybe if you made yourself clearer... tht you have no feelings for me at all. And tht I can nv replace her in your heart. MAybe... it wouldn't hurt so much.

Cry invisible tears... Hide behind the eternal smiling facade...

Don't ask me if i'm ok... coz i'm not.
Don't think I ever will be anyway...

Maybe you'll think... on wad grounds is she basing her anger, sadness and disappointment anyway..? Lemme see... a foolish heart and a useless trunkful of love???

Bye.