Neverwhere...

If there's anything I could do... I'll do it for you.

Right now.. the best thing.. I guess is for me to turn about and step out.
Yep... even though it hurts like hell. I can nv be enough to fill tht space she takes up in your heart. Haaz... tht's what Be There means...Not at the party... coz i had a feeling she'd be there....And.. My house had a giantic gathering too...

Maybe one day we'll all turn back and laugh about this time.
Well... tht can only happen if we're to remain as good frenz... Promised you before tht I'd not turn away... Like a long lost fren of yours (perhaps you've forgotten?).
Oh well... give me time. I'll work it out. The worst is over and slowly consciousness sets in... Treasure friendship. Guess.. tht'll be it?

But till then, still feeling stupid... nonsensical. Had I kept my ears closed and my eyes shut. Maybe.. I can pretend.
Maybe.. I'll be happier...

maybe....


Anyway.. yay. Rejoice. I've dug up my singnet package. Bao Bei is once again on the move! Shaved my hands accidentally, a couple of times today. MEhh. Damn foams. Going Sentosa on Fri and movie after tht. YaY~! Oh well.. at least. Well well... new year resolution?? Work hard. Really really hard.