Packed.

okay.. i've finally gotten round to pack my stuff.. clothes, toiletries, MP3, sketchbook.. Yup.. tht's about it. 7 days... Haax.. should be over pretty quickly... it's alrdy 4 days since..

Ohh well... Jitto says if anything happens then take it in ur stride. If nothing happens, juz go on as usual. Haha... I think i'll join him in the mountains if tht happens.. But prob is..How? I'm not even sure if i can let go...

I feel like an empty shell these days.. Reminds me of Teck Siang's work, "Empathy"... O.o Speaking of Deja Vu... I wanna watch the show, but not alone.. OHh Crap. Ok.. whatever... Ellen is transcending from Happy -> Hopeful -> Depressed -> Permanently Pessimistic. =P Shut up girl..

Told Jitto that no matter what i do here... Like the whiny girl i am now.. I know tht i can't do much except to wait and see. And whatever you choose..at least u will be happy.. Yup.. tht's what matters in the end i guess. Haha.. Do i sound pessimistic or wad? Lousy girl... juz 4 days. Okok... Going to swallow another book of DeathNote. Thank god there's 12 of them in total.. if not i'd juz shrivel up into a ball of nothingness these days...

DeathNote is cool. But long.. and naggy. Okay.. tht's random. Well.. on another note.. I'm still breathing.. barely though. Haaz... Cheerio~