Tried.

Okay... I went and be OuTsiDe.... But the feeling -- "jitterism" I termed it, did not subside. The floors looked more and more interesting, the crickets deafening, the wind chilling and sunlight blinding... Haaz... Emo-freak. Shut Up Ellen.

"Being hung up in the air is not a good feeling."
I so totally agree with tht. Concur with it. Assure you tht it truly is...

HAiz.....Okay.. what happened today.. 3rd day...
1. Went out to eat Breakfast with family
2. Went to get some more supplies for travel
3. Went to Botanical Gardens alone... with 2 Death Note books - Finished one, more than halfway done with the other...
4. Went VivoCity, met up with Jia Hui
5. Went round Vivocity trying to find the Cineplex with Xiang Gong.. Haha.. realizing tht we've walked past it more than once
6. Went to buy a Nachos Combo and 2 Cheesy Hotdogs then stood around the Cineplex eating it
7. Went on to make a 5 bucks donation each to a children's organization
8. Went to watch "The Road in The Air" - a film by a Taiwanese first-time Director in Cinema Europa... Ermmm... not very posh we've concluded.. but comfortable seats.. The show's got a crappy and forgettable story, and a 'best actor' whom we can't seem to place our finger on, inappropriate use of equipments BUT... lighting's beautiful, camera work is cool too... redeemable on the whole..
9. Went to survey the food places in VivoCity... Restaurant-hopped till we ended up at Dian Xiao Er where Jia Hui's nv been to... So tht's where we had our dinner.. Superb~! Had half a dose of 女兒紅 and 狀元紅 each... Haha.. Jia Hui's like O.o after a taste of it.. The JollyShandy alcoholic. =P
10. Went to BEN & JERRY's, met Gary there... hmmm... and a couple of really friendly strangers.. =) Okie.. had American Pie ice-cream whilst Jia Hui fared badly with her usual (Dublin Mudslide), complaining tht there's too much alcohol. haha...
11.Went to take 166 home.. FINALLY... watched Li Jia Wei play against Kim J. in the Asean Games...

Talking with Jia Hui managed to take a load off my chest.. still the fear and distraction remains though... Pain and Hopelessness... Haha... Okay.. Ellen is positively going mad... =P Shall shut up here.. Adieu~