Today... I'm feeling happy for absolutely no reason at all. I'm finally comprehending the holiday at hand, tasting the bittersweetness of freedom and basically, living it.
All these happened in a miraculous span of 3 hours with the family in front of the TV. The magnificent hours of time wasting and aimless wandering within the four walls that suddenly seemed to extend to the amazing length of a football field. Wholly free. Yes... I've even paused and heard the sound of passing time that trickled ever so softly through the gaps of your fingers.
It is the beauty of uncaring nature, the very same that brought surfers to the most dangerous seas, and bungee jumpers to the rockiest of cliffs and explorers to the deepest jungles. This nature now calls to me, its beckoning a seductive whisper in my ear. I walked towards it.
I watched the bacon sizzled on the pan. Tossed in the mushroom in my hands. Stir in the noodles, and added the spices, took about a gram.
It's a moment of pure lies and wonderous mirage. Just a moment.
In a couple of hours, it will all come spiralling down, crashing on a heap of bodies. The harsh reality, timeless. Cruel and cold, drawing from maimed youths their lives and their mind. In its wake, a dead zone. Still fog that clings, steely silence and ancient streams, flowing red towards and from all together.
Jan wants to meet us in the editing suite at 4pm tmr. Shall sleep after relaxing for a couple more hours. >.<
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